Friday, June 29, 2007

keep things whole

In a field
I am the absence
of field.
This is
always the case.
Wherever I am
I am what is missing.

When I walk
I part the air
and always
the air moves in
to fill the spaces
where my body's been.

We all have reasons
for moving
I move
to keep things whole.

-Mark Strand

Monday, June 25, 2007

an animated WAR :)

stick figure to you: CLICK ME!

Animator vs. Animation by *alanbecker on deviantART

How cool is this?!! I freakin LOVE flash, and I TRY to animate stuff, but this is just beyond awesome! I wish I could do this. *pouts*

Thursday, June 21, 2007

light please!

Upon discovering that my o so beauteous macbook HAS NO KEYBOARD BACKLIGHT!!!!!....I went on a 'my life is darkness' rampage w/ Emil:

-WHY O WHY!!!!!
-*flails* & *dies*
-i should do what derk suggests...start selling crack...that's AFTER i stop eating/smoking/whatever people do with it that i'm supposedly doing with it
-now EVERYTHING ties in
-now there's a reason for it ALL...there is no light in my life

Emil: you know what
-there's always a tomorrow

Me: i know, maybe if i keep myself and my laptop outside when the sun rises it can you know..capture some of that solar energy and thereby give my life some meaning...WAITTT..that'd require solar panels, which would require BILLIONS of dollars, which NOBODY has b/c it's all spent and gone in the Iraq basically, i'm lightless...AGAIN
*sobs even more passionately*

O..THE GOOD TIMES! :D *haha*

Life's been great! Seriously, tons of light has been shone here (thankfully)! I'm doing things I love, one of which involves intense MCAT studying, ER-ing, and just chillin' w/ my fellow villians. :)

Tuesday, June 12, 2007


(listening al) *we're going to win this* - Bloc Party

I LOVE that band! *swoons*

*ahem* I'm finally motivated, to do things in life. All kinds of things. I went to my poster presentation in Indianapolis, and I met the Director of the Drug Screening division at Promega! *gasps* That was so cool!!! :) He LOVED that just about EVERY inhibitor I used was from his company! *haha* Ofcourse, there were some very interesting questions that were raised about my project and data, and what can be done further. I made some great friends too...all in just an hour and a half! :D (that's me for ya')

All in all, I came to realize how stupid I've been. I used to be self-motivated, and something came along and distracted me. All of a sudden, I see it again. It's like an open road. Before, I saw an ocean, a never-ending mass of water before me. Now I see the white bridge I was standing on extend over the ocean. I don't know where it goes, but it's continuing dang it! It's my rainbow. You may say it's stupid to follow a rainbow, but that's like saying it's stupid to follow your dreams.

*whispers* Follow your dreams!

Tuesday, June 05, 2007


*looks out window* DUDES! Our road's finally being resurfaced, and looks like a freakin' ARMY OF TRANSFORMERS outside our house right now! You know...when there's about 5,669,782,319,400,371 HUMONGOUS heavy duty trucks sucking up asphalt and spitting it out like wrathful ooze when there's barely enough space on our street to hold two mid-sized sedans? The first time I saw them, it reminded me of War of the Worlds. *eek*


*ends rant*

I bought a laptop! It's bootiful! :D *swoons* EDIT: My desktop! :D :D :D ..the bkgd. is from the Transformers movie..perfectly in sync w/ the happenings on my street.

Um, nothing else is new. I'm going to Indianapolis this Sundee for an international conference at Eli Lilly, and I get to present my data from lab on a poster! :) I'm super excited!!! It looks really pretty too! *thanks macbook*

*official british accent voice* I'd also like to take this wonderful opportunity to give a shout out to Jean, Sandhya, and Steve. Thank you SO MUCH for EVERYTHING! I love you guys!!!!!

And ofcourse, to my parents for their insurmountable patience with me this entire time. Gosh knows how many dishes I didn't do these past few months. :D