aafta' fifty gazillion years! :o

*wicke'* I'm done basking in sorrow! :D ..well, the baskage might return occasionally, but I'm definitely recovering from the wake up call.

Pramod is officially an MS now! OMG...that's frikkin' HUGE! He's my buddy at the lab who worked for so long in engineering, and so knew absolutely NOTHING of biochemistry. He got pretty tore up in his first few committee reviews and presentations..but he's finally perfected himself as a scientist in biochemistry. That is an incredible feat. Dr. S2 and the committee members were praising his Thesis, and presentation. I helped. *beams selfishly with pride* ;)

*sighs with major swoonage*

Also, for those of you who don't already know, (I suppose I should announce this SOMETIME before it becomes one of those "o, it was something I got in high school but isn't relevant in my life anymore really..") I am the Presidential Scholar for the Department of Biological Sciences at WMU!!!!!!! How sa-weet is that huh?! *punk sign* AND...AND...The Spanish department is awarding me with something as well as an exceptional senior in their departement!!! :D :D :D

*I rule*

...haha. I'm excited. I mean there's a limit to being sad. You can't do it all the time, because then you ruin yourself, and wonderful viruses linger around you basking in joy upon reaching your lymph nodes..or is that sorrow for them when they're presented to B and T cells? *ponders* Yea, I got so sad, some happy virus inhabited my being for about two weeks..I'm on antibacterials right now to avoid opportunistic damn pathogens! *holds up antibacterial sword* *grr*

My point is..let us all be happy, and realize that our true potential is not the money we have, not the things we own, not the clothes we wear and not even who we choose to look up to. Our true potential is within ourselves, and this is most realized in the present moment..NOW. Soooo...what're you doing RIGHT NOW SLAACKER?!!!

Get to it! :)

what dreams may come...

"All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible."
T. E. Lawrence, "The Seven Pillars of Wisdom"

Pioneers

PIONEERS. -Bloc Party
If it can be broke then it can be fixed, if it can be fused then it can be split
It's all under control
If it can be lost then it can be won, if it can be touched then it can be turned
All you need is time

We promised the world we'd tame it, what were we hoping for?

A sense of purpose and a sense of skill, a sense of function but a disregard
We will not be the first, we won't
You said you were going to conquer new frontiers,
Go stick your bloody head in the jaws of the beast
We promised the world, we'd tame it, what were we hoping for?

Breath in, breath out

So here we are reinventing the wheel
I'm shaking hands with a hurricane
It's a colour that I can't describe,
It's a language I can't understand
Ambition, tearing out the heart of you
Carving lines into you
Dripping down the sides of you

We will not be the last.

i's stupi'

So THIS is why I got rejected! *smacks forehead*

*okie dokes*

Um, this is just an update. :) *update*

A WHOLE BUNCH OF SHIT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW! *dies*

...the end.

Nevermind, actually, when I get all sad and my view of life from the earth starts plummetting horrendously into the sun, which subsequently explodes and sends the entire galaxy hurtling into the Andromeda, which creates a massive supernova capable of demolishing the Universe, ..um, where was I? *recollects*

*right*..When I get all sad and ..all of the above begins to happen...I try to drop off of planet earth. I huddle into my ickle shell and swoon at happy times, at times when life had meaning, and at times when global warming could be considered a belief and not a fact. I think of times when I arrogantly strutted around like a smart chick, and obnoxiously dismissed anyone who tried to convince me to do better on my MCATs. And now, I bask in sunless doom. I bask in sorrow, and need to contemplate about where I have to take my life. It's on a massive pause. Kind of like, when a cheetah realizes that in running so fast, he/she dropped its lucious meat. That's what I did. My meat is gone. *poof* *shabam*

All that's left is me.